Hallelujah

2009-07-23T19:09:00.001+08:00

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2009-07-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

Spent the past two days with my Baby, and my wonderful friends in sentosa. HAHA
though staying over in sentosa was really boring. But those around me made my day.

Haven't been updating my blog for a long time.
Pics up soon!

2009-07-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hi.
School is seriously getting boring nowadays.
Especially during lessons like Physics & Math. -,-
Today was totally boring cause we ended at 2.45.
Imagine lessons from 7.30 all the way till 2.45.
Going to catch a Movie with NBP on Friday. Hehe.

Time for dota,goodbye!

2009-07-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Lost my wallet. FUCKKKK.
Things that can't be bought back using money, precious stuffs, memories all gone.
Very demoralizing. _l_

Went Lavender with NBP and SW after school.

Goodbye

2009-06-17T18:22:00.001+08:00

I wish i would have gone to batam with my parents.. Atleast this time i made a wrong decision.
Supposedly, this 3days aren't going to be bad for me, as what i've plan. Well, i fail.

who gonna help me up when i've fallen ? myself ? I'll try to do it myself

2009-06-17T11:48:00.001+08:00

this feeling it's coming back again. My feelings were never wrong.. :(

2009-06-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

I just want you to be happy cause i love you.

2009-06-06T15:48:00.004+08:00

"Have I found you, Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming."
this phrase left such a big impact on me.

Just sharing something random cause i started to hear this song again recently.
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seriously not use to life without your voice. haha
missing you everysingle second, aww mushymushy.

HAHA, I AM SO BORED :((
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went on a gaming-spree yesterday with danny and co. at meridian. though it's just 4hours of lan, my eyes and neck still got really stiff after that. Which clearly prove that i'm still an amateur to them. "Them" = gaming freaks.

ANYWAY, WILL GONE FOR THE WHOLE NEXT WEEK. like from monday - friday for obs.
hate it, heard many horrible stuff about the camp.
I've been lead to signing up for it so mysteriously, so might as well go through it now -.-
Well, basically, Nova's mom did the magic. She sort of psycho me to go along with nova.
BUT he told me that he received a notice saying that he isn't fit for the camp. :)
HOW LUCKY CAN I BE ? OH WELL, still have to go. !@#$

shit, this is getting wordy i suppose ?

"it's time to go!"

2009-06-02T12:45:00.003+08:00

(i miss you :s)

Holiday started ever since yesterday. Not really a good start though :s
There're many things i wanna do during this holiday, but oh well..
let's not talk about it.

poor matias got injured during sports carnival, heard his leg was broken :O
aww, i feel for you man, buddy. And there goes his June holiday. Gonna visit you on sat/sun. Glad to hear that he wasn't angry, so sensible! 8)

Haven't seen baby for like 4 days alr. WHAT NONSENSE. Hopefully later :S
Now 1251 GOING TO 1 ALREADY. still sleeping ? or...

I'm so bored, left here alone in the world of internet. I WANT reality! Not like getting into facebook's restaurant city 24/7 and earn big bucks can make me rich instantly for real.

ah, hope my day goes well.
till then.

2009-05-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

See the DRASTIC change of my hair length. Saddening. lol

Hi blogger, it's been long since i last visit you.

2009-05-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

why did i even end up thinking about that again ?! Just can't put that out of my mind, can't believe it. aiyo, shan't continue. or it'll just worsen the situation!

damn confusing, ptm tomorrow!
plan spoiled ONCE AGAIN TODAY ! zzzzzzzzz

once more and i think imma gonna forget it.

sucha tiring day, need to sleep !
till then

2009-05-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

so disheartening so discouraging.
When i'm down and sad who can i seek ? When i've fallen, who would pick me up. I really don't know now, cause apparently i helped myself up most of the time.

nevermind, i said forget it means forget it. select all + dlt !

i'm sorry for whatever thing that you think i said wrongly.
oh well..

because i love you

2009-05-14T22:01:00.004+08:00

14/5/09
Happy 1,2,3,4,5,6....15 Months dear !

fail to complete my post yesterday :S
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FRIDAY 15 !!! Yet another big day for every single student in singapore, ok maybe in hihs.
Today marks the last day of exam ! More Freedom, Less Study. Time for my brain to take a break.

Oh btw, i'm FUACCCKING proud with my art work today. hoho, shall post it here once i get it back.

ciao

i'm scarred, faster heal please

2009-05-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk to the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

2009-05-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

"STAR YOUR MOTHER CB LA KNN" well that's the first thing that come to my mind when i enters someones blog.
Hatred and anger took over me.

i think i better chill. fcbk.

moodless, better continue studying.

2009-05-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

Justin is a happy kid :D

have been using some unknown 2004 phone for quite some times since i accidentally destroyed my later one !
But, i finally got to eliminate it from my phone league today. And got my LATEST one.
haha

physics,geography,maths,art! THE FEW SUBJECTS LEFT FOR MYE.
AND ALSO THE FEW TORTUROUS ONES ! UHOH ! :(

wo heng kai xing, wo zhen de heng kai xing. LOL
Hope my life could stay like this forever. ahhhhh

2009-05-05T11:35:00.002+08:00

FLU/SWINE FLU ?!
HAHA, i know for myself that i wouldn't be so LUCKY to be the first to get infected in SINGAPORE. So yeah, but nevertheless, this terrible flu is getting on my nerves, making me feel superly uncomfortable.
And that clearly explains why am i posting now ?!

Wonder why i'm so physically weak lately, why is it now when viruses start harrassing me.
I think i better start sleeping early, and have a healthier daily routine, to build up a stronger immune system, to last throughout the next half of the year, or even throughout my life! haa

2009-04-30T19:38:00.004+08:00

HIGH EXPECTATIONS FOR BOTH CHINESE AND ENGLISH COMPO! :D
JING TIAN, WO HENG KAI XING !

Life is full of ups and downs. Happy and Sad memories. Different places reminds me of different things. And Certain places will bring me into a high-thrilled memory flashback escapade. Not sure to feel good or bad. But i just want to get over with it. Time Flies, like in a blink of an eye today, one will see tomorrow.
or even faster.
Sometimes i just feel lost, lost in the mist of time. Confused ? Emotionally/Physically.
Like how i felt today, though i've been extraordinary fine today.

this is really random, but i just want to rant about my point of view towards life.
it's been hard on me. I just have to face the fact that everybody has a different life, so i shall just be commited to mine and live MY life to MY BEST.

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Can't wait for MYE to end !
Can't wait for many things to happen, but just to much to wait for.

TILL THEN,

i love you, nevertheless.

2009-04-29T12:14:00.003+08:00

WHATEVER YOU LIKE, AS LONG AS YOU'RE HAPPY.

you can't play on broken strings

2009-04-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

LMAOZXZXZLOLZXZXZROFLZXZXZX

Mother tongue paper 1 and 2 in the hall today, EXTRAORDINARY WEIRD.
creates such a nervous atmostphere for virgins. Nevermind, atleast it's over. Hopefully getting use to this new exam environment.

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I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EXPRESS

2009-04-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

oh jealousy, look what you've done.
you rip apart my inside, you take the best of me.

i'm running far.
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Hahahahaha, i'm so proud of myself! :D
came home @ EIGHT THRITY today !

though this timing might still seem late to some* people.. LOL
SATISFACTION MAX! hahaa

boring day anyway, hee

BYEBYE.

i can only see others,
and imagine.

2009-04-24T19:42:00.002+08:00

LIMPEI IS VERY HUNGRY NOW! hahaha *pardon my language

I've decided not to trust any of those mimic out there, no matter how many evidence there are.
Until God tells me personally. lol

have been leading a very healthy lifestyle lately, in a sense of going home early* and doing things that i'm supposed to do. hahaha
i'm quiteee satisfied with this current life.

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spent my afternoon clearing my wardrobe, and in other words, SHOPPING!
Lol, obviously Guy's "SHOPPING!" is different from Girl's "YAY, SHOPPING SPREE".
Which sound totally (-.-) to me.. haha

Gonna study with my fellow clique mate tomorrow.
till then,

why ?

2009-04-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

I got enlightened by the mysterious dream i had early on during my nap, Which had seriously affected my day.
as usual, i will google about, things that i don't believe.

3YEARS MORE, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST.

till then,

is you, i can't bear to leave.

2009-04-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew,
so please don't stay in touch.
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for being a really good boy today, i bought lunch and headed home straight after school ! HAHA, and to STUDY. Unbelievable. Well, really worried for my maths.

Was carrying a heavy heart in school today. Walking around looking out for discipline teachers. Gosh. KENA.CATCH.4.LON.SIDEBUN. wth, when i just spent 14 bucks on it -.-
so yeah, tomorrow will be another escaping day.

2009-04-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'M STRESSED

no one will understand me, i feel like a broken jar.
a broken biscuit. shattered glass.

i feel like punching walls, hurt myself. blasting music, to overcome my sorrows. but tears start to drop the moment the songs start playing.
i now i'm weak

GOD PLEASE

2009-04-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

This isn't the kind of life i wanna live in, rather wish to be dead.

come to me only when you need me.

i doubt you need me,
i miss the 851 times,
i miss the time you tell me you miss me in just a few days time,
i miss the time you wrote things on your blog for me.
i miss the time when you still really need me.

2009-04-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Well, yet another unfabulous day. Please if you think that i'm just trying to "act hero", think twice.
Sorry, if i'm really in the wrong.

hahahaha, Got my teeth polished today. Now it's sparkling clean.
went to back to hougang after my appointment to look for baby :)
hehe, then went home after she did.

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sometimes i wonder if life worth while,
then when i look at your smile,
i found the answer for myself.
Happy 14th Month, Baby!

2009-04-13T20:10:00.011+08:00

Look at how beautiful nature is. It's really amazing, how God created it and leave all his wonderful doings to us. When people are constantly destroying it daily. I seriously, couldn't understand what more can one ask for, when everyone is already living in sucha perfect world.
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certain things were meant to be kept as memories. Looking back into the past, i trembled in disbelieve and pain, and could even feel my fluttering heart, just like a frightened butterfly.
i miss the past, but what can i do ? time flies, indeed. and that's the reason why i'm in my current state now. I really hope things get back to what it used to be in time.

LOVE TODAY,
till then.

i held back my tears, reluctantly.
as there's no point

2009-04-12T21:38:00.003+08:00

went to church this morning for the Easter concert, held during second service!
Well, it was totally awesome. And seriously touched my heart when ex-convict shared their past stories and how God changed their life.
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Love isn't just me and you.

Love is patience and care.
Love is understanding and share.

till then (:

but the voice of truth,
tells me a different story.
i'll choose to LISTEN and BELIEVE.

2009-04-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

church, meridian, sheesha, pool, raffles, serangoon, home!

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So I cry, and I beg for you to

Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

i envies you two, God Bless.

2009-04-08T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today school for me is SLEEP! But thankfully, manage to keep myself awake during the last few lessons.
Congratulation to Baby for missing 2 buses in a row. hehaheha
headed for lunch then proceeded to Jerome house. HAHA, chill awhile. Then decided to watch The Secret together on his extremely laggy computer. But afterall, the movie wasn't affected.
BUT EVEN SO, WE FELL ASLEEP. BUT COINCIDENTALLY WOKE UP TOGETHER WHEN THE NICE PART IS SHOWING. haha, i love jerome. :S

thinking ahead, tomorrow will be the last day of school for this week. And am super worried for the 3 empty days ahead after tomorrow. I know i will go out. But all so meaningless. aiyo. tsk
nevermind, weekends and holidays are most of the time meaningless. With out her.
..................sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh!
i'm utterly sick of this, whenever this comes up to my mind. It just couldn't go off. -,-

CIAO

GO BACK TO THE PAST
WHEN YOU WILL STILL BE AROUND ON WEEKENDS.

2009-04-06T19:32:00.004+08:00

I always wonder why i'll become extremely pessismistic over things that happened whenever i'm tired. This matter is seriously bothering me. Should i get a psychiatrist or counsellor cure this sickness ?!

Anyway, my life is getting better but still NOT VERY GOOD in a sense. I'm not even getting 60% of what i expect. :( sigh.
Seriously, i think i should just get use to this unfulfilled life when everything just go differently from the others. In terms of Relationship.

i just don't get it, sometimes.
still faithfully hope God will guide me to satisfaction. I won't give up till 100% is achieved.

consider this is a post about how i feel, none of you readers would understand, perhaps close ones will. haha
till then,

just hope one day,
i'll atleast be something in your mind

2009-04-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Spent almost all my allowance for this month ! :O

plus there isn't church on saturday this month. GOSH, gonna be bored -.-
wanted to catch a movie tomorrow but fail. So decided not to go out, as i seriously running out of cash.

argh.

watching The Secret, profusely, the show never fails to melt my heart each and everytime i played it. Imagine i'm in that kind of complicating life. ahh
but the two couples were really loving. aww :(
sigh

till then

2009-04-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

I got so hooked up by guys with long hair.
haha, sound so wrong. But seriously !

i envy people who can go to town daily, to shop, or catch their favourite movie! TOWN IS FULL OF ENTERTAINMENT -.-

i'm super bored now, so that's why i'm talking about really random stuff.
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i find that i'm living blindly, but meaningfully. I don't know what's next, just go with the flow. Hope it brings me to somewhere i belong.
In other word, I NEED TO SETTLE DOWN.
bet none of you reader can understand what i mean. Well, yall don't have to know!

i want to watch movie -.-
today post is really random.

till then,

hope,trust,faith and God

2009-03-30T19:17:00.004+08:00

I have so much on my mind, too much to thing about. Too Many Whys.

WHY are you always more attracted to your friends than me ?
why do you always give your friends more attention then i do.
why is there always spaces between us, why can you always be so close to your friends than me.
why can't i see you on the weekend, why can't you go out. Why i don't find you wanting to see me when i'm always craving to even see you.
why this relationship must be hidden.

sigh sometimes i envies others, my friends. But i just hid my sorrow.
no one understands..

i'm super exhausted now, after the swim.
till then./

2009-03-27T16:42:00.002+08:00

ah, forget it. bad things are meant to be forgotten. hehe

i widen my narrowed mind and stop thinking of stupid thing after a few dota game.
school was fine today, as it was the last day of odd week. dismissed at 12. :D

lunched with baby @809, then walked her to the mrt before i set home.
came home surprisingly early today. It's been ages since i last reach home when the sky is still bright. haha

atleast today, i wasn't as bored as i used to be when i'm home other day. Cause i finally can play dota. so that explains why.

till then

faith

2009-03-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

All that I do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do
Is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends, I'd rather be dead

2009-03-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

recently someone told me about a story of a girl in my school. A secondary two student to be exact. i was extremely shocked after knowing that,
because i seriously can't tell that she'll will let such an incident happen to her.
kept thinking bout it over and over again, went to her blog, read more about her. and still couldn't believe what i'd heard was actually true. i'm also shocked that how amazingly a person could keep her secret from everybody else. excepts from the "darkside" whom also wouldn't reveal it to public.

i was afraid and worry too.
knowing that a person can actually keep a secret this well.

sigh, hope i'm not going to face or even accept such tragedy cause i guess after 15years of self bonding , i won't accept this kinda thing.
and i prayed bout this before falling asleep last night.
till then,

worries had overcome me

2009-03-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

was in great pain and extreme tiredness in school today.
firstly, due to my overwhelming excitement, i only had 2hours of sleep last night. (cause i miss her :C )
secondly, had a filling dinner at late 10pm going 11. overflowed stomach juice. screwed up my whole digestive system today.

So painful i tell you all, it's like uncontrollable and yet i was controlling with all my strength and might, trying to stay calm and not burst and faint. LOL, a little too exaggerating, but i was feeling weak nevertheless. but no one cares. Never mind, i'm fine now.

i feel so weak, think i'm falling asleep in no time.
ARGH

you won't understand my worry.

2009-03-20T15:06:00.005+08:00

Just in a blink of an eye, it's friday already. which marks the end of march holiday.
I told myself to make this holiday an interesting one before the weekend.
but it turn out to be worse than my expectations.
Personally, i felt that only 1 day in this 5days was worth living for as i expected more.
every other new day, just signifies boredom. And just when my mood is going down, i tell myself to press on. That's how i survived through this holiday.
all i felt was sadness and a deep yearning for someone. Her.
all i wanted was just to see her more, 2more days ahead.
i bet we aren't going to meet anyway, which makes it 4days.
will continue to keep myself available, nevertheless..

'nevermind' and continue with life :)
i just hope you could change my mentality.

don't worry, i will never forsake you.

2009-03-19T09:38:00.006+08:00

sentosa with Baby and clique yesterday ! FUN!

2009-03-17T17:04:00.004+08:00

there will always come to a point of time where i log on to blogger.
and that's when i'm bored.

oh well, really look forward to sentosa trip tomorrow.
hopefully, everything will be fine. ESPECIALLY THE WEATHER.

really can't think of anything to make this post interesting. so i shall just keep this simple.
till then.

2009-03-16T18:24:00.002+08:00

Today marks the first day of holiday, though many already had their holiday homework, but for me, or rather my class.. wasn't assign to any ! :D
err, if i'm not wrong, yeah. not at all.

yeah, so. first day of holiday!
...boring -.-

Nothing to be delighted about. Though at many times, we will say to ourselves, 'how i wish everyday was a holiday' on school days. and ALSO, 'how i wish today was a school day' on holidays. I'm being contradicting. but yeah, it's always like that.

err, i'd just stared at this page for about 30seconds and couldn't think of anything to say.
so to conclude...

...I miss baby !

k, till then.

2009-03-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

heard from many victims of boredom recently. and they have all commented on one thing which makes me realised that life's really boring.
doing the same thing over and over again each day. even on weekends. church, raffles, home.
but whatever is it, i'm still gonna live life to the fullest.

thank God for the 13 treasurable months with baby and also, wish her a happy 13month. though i bet today is another boring day..

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my illness got better after medicating for two days. it's kinda unbelievable at first for me to heal so progressively. so glad!

time flies indeed, term one is over. which means march holiday had started.
thought it will be boring but, thankfully, it last only one week.

hehe, till then

2009-03-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

am so worried for myself.
cause just in class today, i had a very hard time catching my breath, totally zero energy. screwed up half of the physics lesson.

went to see the doctor yesterday, and he said i'm suffering from some lung disease. wasn't specific enough. hopefully, i'll be fine soon.
have been skipping trainings and pe because of this. so afraid to run, as i'm afraid that something unexpected may happen :x

kept panting for no reason lately. gosh, this is too much.

whatever it is, i better stop now. the more i talk about it. the more i worry for it.

till then,

2009-03-08T22:26:00.005+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.

thanks for the great saturday !
:)

2009-03-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

went to school as usual, nothing much happened though.
basically more of a slacking school day.

went walking around hougang after school with baby, joel. then guo qiu
pooled at kovan, then headed home after that.

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i felt surprisingly good ?! O.O

I Thank God, For You.

i wish for a good saturday (:

2009-03-02T18:51:00.003+08:00

fuck the weather, fuck today, fuck the world !

got totally soaked up in rain water once i got home. -.-
BAD MOOD.

it's still the same afterall.
miss the past

2009-02-27T15:13:00.002+08:00

yes, again. another post, since saturday.
uh, almost a week have passed. many thing happened during these six days.

i've so many things to say, so many questions.
or maybe it's too many !

haha, as if i'm trapped in a world filled with questions and says. like really lost la.
"nevermind" can't solve a problem permanently, it accumilates you know ?

hahaha, transfered to art class from the torturing dnt class.

cross-country ended this afternoon. now home trying to find things to make myself less bore.

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i wish for a time machine cause i really want to forward my life now, as fast as possible to see what will happen to me, if my life goes on like now.
and thennn, rewind my life back again.
hopefully feeling relief and delighted when i'm back luh.

also less worry. haha

guess i'm thinking too much.
am tired now!

goodbye :)

lost in the motion.

2009-02-21T14:19:00.006+08:00

shall post today after a long break!

well, basically, the whole lastweek was filled fun joy and laughter, not forgetting times where i was tired and stress. haha
atleast the week is over.

so, yeah. today's a saturday, and usually at this time, i will be already outside. probably somewhere in town, play pool!
too bad, but not today. came online around 930 ? after my breakfast, then started talking to baby on msn since then.

click here and there online, and to be specific, youtube, facebook, blogs,.....? and that's all.
yeah, also limewire and msn la, haha
that's my online life fyi. so please understand if i rant about boredom online.

yes, going for team b dinner later and marina to shop with mum.
uh, and that's about it.

till then :)

when love is a raging sea
you can hold on to me

2009-02-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

Best day of my life

It's a year yesterday since we've been together. i started to recall, what happened last year at the very moment when the clock strikes 12, 14feb09. Time flies, indeed. i was so glad that i could barely close my eye and i have to even tell myself to calm down.
thanks for this one great year, you made me learned alot and also truely understand the how it's like to be in love.

i love you, and you only.

Should a thousand angels tear out my heart with the forsaken instrument of death, it would still beat for you a million times and call your name in the night.

2009-02-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU IN FOR IT, well i am (:

every school day is about the same, my life's getting boring.
hope saturday turns out GREAT.

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i'm hoping for just one day, i don't have to tell myself, 'nevermind'.
so prouddd of myself, i'm managing, myself so well.
so positive thinking, and a 'nevermind' mind set.

a melody, a memory.

2009-02-10T17:35:00.003+08:00

"Desperate Times, Desperate Measures"

down with some greatly unknown and weird, superly extraordinary sorethroat!
not exaggerating !
(maybe alittle)

i want to get back to school !!

being at home for more than 12hours is a bore, and that's what happened TODAY.
you know, boredom leads to other stuffs toooo ?...

nevermind,

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i just don't understand why am i always changing for the others while nobody changes for me.
i'm always giving in, and saying nevermind to everything.
i don't hold grudges, so maybe that's the reason.
and yet again, N.e.v.e.r.m.i.n.d.

i'd do anything, just to hold you in my arms.
to try to make you laugh cause somehow i can't put you in the past.

i'd do anything..

2009-02-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Shortage of money ):
gosh, i better start to starve myself from tomorrow onwards and save some money.
went topman last week, (WHEN I STILL HAVE CASH..) but there isn't any xs sizes.
there're so many things that i want to buy but not my size, especially that multi-colour hoodie, only size s is available. aw

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and another tiring day happened!
left clementi are around SIX THIRTY PM !! headed home straight after we arrived at hougang.
so now, i'm sort of resting on the computer desk..

till then,

if only you know

2009-02-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

Thou. Shalt. Not. Hold. Grudges.

thus i shall delete my previous post (:

lost all my links, so everyone plus tag me to relink.
thanks.

went to church in the late morning to attend second service. headed to pool fusion after that with nova. as i went on a winning streak. haha
waited for linjun to arrive. and as usual he was VERY late.

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finally got my new boots, haw.

school tomorrow. aw.
i'm really bored now ):

till then,

am satisfied with myself,
and not anybody else.

2009-02-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

last day of boring school days..
everybody were back from obs already. lol, but i must say these 5days were really great.
total freedom and relaxation. haha, come to think of it, wasn't that bad after all. LOL

today was the leastt boring day. haha, too bad.
last day already. ):

had lunch at mac, with baby, nova and co.
then headed to fairfield methodist, for our tournament.
haha, match postponned again !
damn, the rain is really irritating. drizzle and stopped, then rain! played a fool out of us.

back to hougang, slacked at our usual places.
proceeded to the playground nearby, after sean and ryan left with black and lin jun.
chitchatted for almost TWO HOURS. then my dad came to bring me and linjun home, while that lonely probation boy walked home.

till then,

I got troubled thoughts
And self-esteem to match

2009-02-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

-What A Catch, Donnie

I got troubled thoughts
And the self-esteem to match
What a catch, what a catch

--

i'm super tired now ! i swear this week is my most tiring week this year.
gosh, training,match,training,match. continuously for 4day.
tomorrow is the 4th day. lol
ACS barker, still can recall my first goal was scored against that school. last year..
yeah, time flies..

haha, i'm alittle out of point already.

okayokay.
suddenly can't think of anything, so i shall just end here.
till then,

the only way that i know how to feel

2009-02-04T21:50:00.003+08:00

finally went to school after two boring days at home! lol

expected school to be alittle less boring, but surprisingly. it was worst!
staying in a stuffy gym for the whole day. and get all stinky when we come out. so stuffy.
gosh can't stand it.

match postponed as a downpour happened.

--
i'm getting more and more tired each day.
wonder why, maybe because i'm weaker now ?
Lol :C

my mind is like tangled up right now, many things are being trapped inside.
it's like a cycle. going round and round.
Nevermind. I guess i shall just do my part first.

so tireddddd now!
till then,

trying to be at my best

2009-02-03T22:24:00.005+08:00

Goodbye to my dominating overlapped hair ! ):

bit my tongue while seeing the barber shave that off. spent $17 on that freaking hair cut.
lol, my hair must be feeling very elegant now.
atleast for once i'm satisfied with my new hair cut -.-
haha

skipped school once again...
boring morning...blahblahblah

went to school for training, at around 2.
also do some match preparation for tomorrow.. doubt we will enter the quarters though.
but nevermind, just hope for the best.
after training, waited for baby's bus. then headed to some salon for my hair cut.

argh must go to school tomorrow..........

feeling damn lethargic now. freaking feel like sleeping already..

till then,

saying "nevermind" to everything

2009-02-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

THIS FIVE DAYS IS GONNA BE BORING!

everybody is probably enjoying some night events now at obs.
where as i'm here, rotting infront of this computer.

the school is so unfair to we people. i mean, the sports people. lol
we should have the right to choose either to go for competition or camp right ?!
they didn't even give us a fucking choice. lol

luckily i'm smart enough to skipped school. imagine wandering around school for 5 LONG DAYS ! walking around playing soccer for the whole damn day ? wtf!

--
so today, skipped school. then went to hougang at around 12plus to find those idiots who went to school..
walked around. slowly everybody left, and i was alone. waited for nova, and headed to some playground nearby..
chitchatted, then baby came after her tournament.

went home after seeing her up her bus.

till then,

now i'm sure,
hope this doesn't fall.

2009-02-01T21:47:00.003+08:00

Such A Terrible Day It Is, Today !

i seriously got nothing to post about today. just the fact that it's terrible.
my mind is going mad!

fucking not going obs -.-
seriously, there are like a thousand curses in my mind now.
finding a way to rant it all out. a less violent and vulgar way, ofcourse. lol
i don't know what's wrong today -.-
i just feel this way for nothing.
haha
--

slacked at hougang for almost half of today with Jerome,Nova and Ryan.
so bored, just walking around.

till then,

All i need is recognition,
just wanna feel it.

2009-01-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

today was a super tiring day. kept falling asleep in school.
but well, can't help it. or rather too late to even do something.
i mean, tired means tired. can't change the fact.
lol, why am i even elaborating on this. maybe i'm really bored now. just entertaining myself.

after school, slacked at canteen with baby and Ernest, and waited for Gerard's arrival.
as usual, slacked around hougang with the same people. that's what we do after a long tiring day ?

chitchatted, then decided to go home at around 730pm.

--
Saturday ! going out with Jerome again i think? think i'm turning gay. :x

life's been hard on me.
everything was fine, i'm fine.
maybe was just thinking too much..

hah, till then.

gonna let this thoughts go
and think the more positive way.
hope my choice is right.

2009-01-27T22:36:00.005+08:00

brighten my plain blog alittle with a picturee.

visited aunt huiping's house today, had fun with her 2 adorable kids.
super cute with those big eyes and long lashes. haha
after the visit, cousin and i went separate ways.

he went to grandma's house while i followed my dad to town.
headed to pool fusion. hah, and yes. pool.lol
enjoyed two and a half hours of pool and it costs $36!!!
was totally shocked by the price as i had to pay, thanks to my forgetful dad who fails to even remember to bring his cash.
but nevermind, my dad owes me $40 now. haha

proceeded home next, had a filling dinner.
rested on this sit right here, since then..
it's time to distribute angbao money ! :D

till then,

when i lose myself i think of you.

2009-01-26T18:38:00.003+08:00

woke up at 930 today, which was surprisingly early. as i slept at nearly 2am yesterday.
had my breakfast and then went over to grandma's house with family.
chitchatted before everybody set off to visit other relatives.

saw a long lost maid, aunty Mary @ my aunts house.
and also visited my dad's new unit in LakeShore. the swimming pool there is omg, gigantic.
how i wish i can stay there, it's almost paradise. too bad, located at jurong. -.-

proceeded straight home from Jurong, and everyone was lethargic.
exhausted, took a nap right after my lunch.
then, right now posting after my 3 long hour sleep.

--

i'm always looking forward for a new day.
Daily, hoping for surprises and more surprises.
and you are the reason i look forward to everyday.

--
hope to receive more angbaos tomorrow :x
it's been long since i feel a non-empty wallet.
haha

till then,

always hoping for surprises.

2009-01-25T19:39:00.003+08:00

it's so weird to use the computer when reunion dinner is going on.
it's a reunion for my father's side or whatever you called that, fathernal side ? okay forget it.

didn't go to church today, as i was freaking tired and lazy to even start changing..
came online at around 930am!
had my pathetic breakfast, credits to myself.. then sat on this stinky sit since then.

gosh, i don't even know if today's an eve or it's New year itself..
but something i'm sure of is that today's a uber boring day.
nobody's online that i can talk to, or even talk to me.
other than, asking me to play dota ?...

lost of words to type all of a sudden. lol

--
i've been a really optimistic person, in this 2days, always thinking positively. lol
and so, i just hope that boredom isn't gonna smoother me..?

till then,

we don't need to go too far
i just wanna feel you

2009-01-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

ah, today's a really stress out day. haha

met, Ryan, Jerome, Kenneth and Mark at hougang in the afternoon.
then headed down to peninsula without Ryan.
accompanied Mark to buy his stuff, then went to dbg, for pool.

met Gerard and Jasmine awhile. then proceeded to changi airport to see ms lini off.
saw Francis,Justin and co. he going perth for studies too.

after that, took a cab to serangoon, slacked and drank. that was the time i really stress out.
chit chatted with Jerome, Kenneth, and Mark.
left at around, 1045.

--

it's time to be me again. haven't been like today for a week, and just one week, seemed so long. more like one month. haha

it's extremely late now. gonna go offline already.

till then,

as long as your happy

2009-01-23T19:17:00.003+08:00

heart ache once again, i really broke down today in school.
do you even think about me when you speak ? it really hurts me to core.
second needle pierced into my heart. really broken..

if under any circumstances he gets to read this, i just wanna apologise for what i did.
sorry, Brian teo. hope you get to see this. i wasn't even taking control of myself at that time, something else was.

anyone hate me for that, i've got nothing to say.
sigh

today's really a long day.
God, do i really deserve this ? i never thought that you will say those words and i can never imagine how you said it.

always forgetting the bad times and pretended like nothing had happen.
and it's my fault always no matter what happened.
maybe, the incident today was my fault again ?
then sorry.

tell my what's in your mind,
tell my the truth,
will you ?

2009-01-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

can't sleep tonight. for some reason, my eye just couldn't close and my mind can't stop working !
though i'm freaking tired.

and for some reason, i still can stay online up till now. hah
cny celebration tomorrow.

after school life today was, walking around hougang meeting lots of people.
visited my grandma at the hospital. was so touched by what she told me.

sigh, went home after that.

hope tomorrow will be a better day.

2009-01-21T19:44:00.002+08:00

went to school as usual, yeah and as usual.. always sleeping before assembly.
nothing much happened in school today. as it was boring ever since when..?

just fucking screwed up my maths test.
i totally forgot about the test when i was home last night. just couldn't think of school stuffs at home, in the night. hah, my mind will always be filled with other stuff.
did 3 question and fucking crushed it.

ahh.
i'm really worried that i will retain this year, oh well.
hope i'll do well in my next maths test.
haven't been thinking about school work. as my week wasn't good.
sigh

so tired now. and suffering from serious headache.
...

till then,

oh, i don't know where to start.
just hope for the best..

2009-01-20T18:43:00.003+08:00

i finally found my way out.
thank God, not forgetting Yuehan and Justina. hah, and ms13 bro ?..

will try to take things easy from now on. i gotta change myself remember ?
school as usual, went 363 then hougang mall for lunch after school. then proceeded to accompany Kenneth to send Sheryl home.
Bused to serangoon and headed back home with linjun from there

alright, going to the dentist soon

what's next now ?
till then,

hope it isn't too late :/

2009-01-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

i'm lost, i'm hurting.
why it's all me ?!
everything just occur on me ! not anyone else.

spent almost half of my lesson time in toilet. i totally couldn't put my mind into work now.
it's seriously dead. i'm neglecting everything, but really. i don't know what am i doing.
isolating myself ?

i kept having nice dreams, and i just don't wish to wake up.
i don't wanna go to school. i don't really want to live.

sigh, just feel like slamming my head as hard as possible on the wall, and just die.
ahhhhhhh, i want to scream. scream till my heart content.
i just have this urge of exploding. anytime. something in my body, ready to explode anytime.
while i'm helplessly holding it back. holding myself back.

i never thought that i will ever be going through this. but unfortunately, i'm now.
everything had just became memories. and memories is enough to kill me already.
my heart is seriously shattered, and i'm broken.
i have so much, to tell you. but i just don't know whether i should.

i really had a great time sharing my feelings to lin jun today during our journey back.
it's tough, it's really tough.
i really got no idea what's next. everyday seemed meaningless.
sigh

i don't wanna live

2009-01-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

went to church in the morning. for once this year, i wasn't late.
but still i only attended the second service.

after church, did some shopping for cny with my cousins.
lunch-ed at raffles and headed to bedok. for a weekly visit to our grand parents.
seriously, i find it pointless living everyday of my life for now.
i find it meaningless.

sigh, sleep,eat,sleep,eat. and a lonely night.
i just couldn't get use.

till then,

i failed to hold you,
and that makes me feel like crying.

2009-01-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

church dinner, home.

thanks all for your precious time.
yeah, justina. 让我们在主爱里步行 !

God shall decide my fate.

goodnight, people.

2009-01-17T10:10:00.003+08:00

God, i really need help. :'(

gotta get out of here and go out already.
every single thing is reminding me of you, i gotta pick myself up.
argh,

till then,

no more no more no more !!! :'(

2009-01-16T21:37:00.003+08:00

why must bad things happen to me ?!
why, blogger, i guess now you're the only one that i could lean on and share my feelings to.

when it falls apart, i had to get up on my own.
i've got to get use to the new life.
dry my tears and move on.

no matter, what. every little thing reminds me of you.
flash backs are hurtful.
someone please wake me up.
everytimes when bad things happen in my dreams, i get so relief after i woke up.
how i wish this is what's happening now.
i
can't
accept
the
fact
!

this is gonna be so hard for me. how i wish i had a time machine that could rewind time.
sigh, God, please guide me through the test now. i'm dying already. i broken.

wait is what i'm gonna do for now.
just see how long can i wait lor.

i love you.

broken, lost, confused.

2009-01-16T11:15:00.008+08:00

taken too high, fallen too hard.

it's more than a million pieces my heart had break into.
what's wrong with myself ? guess that's not going to work this time.
just what have i done wrongly ?
it hurts so much, just like a stab .
and it truely awaken me from my sweet dream last night, and realise it will not happen again.

mr ong : what's wrong with you justin ?
me: ache
mr ong: stomach ache ?
me: er..yeap.

it's actually heart ache i'm suffering from.
i've got nothing left to lose. i don't wanna lose you.

indeed, i can't live if living is without you..
i will leave whatever decision to you.
i'm lost, and i'm hurting./

went home after recess as i was having "stomach ache"..

i need a rest now

till then

am i a fool, am i a victim ?

2009-01-14T18:50:00.003+08:00

flightless bird, american mouth.
Iron and Wine
-Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks

i'm so exhausted right now, cause of training just now.
was so tough, sigh. nevermind, atleast i got into school team ! hehe
no.7 :D

currently blasting musics in my room so that i won't fall asleep.
i almost did just now, lol.
luckily got no homework today, or else i really can die of tiredness. haha

wasted $3.20 on six little piece of instant garlic black pepper chicken . i should have walk to hougang mall for more worthy food.
went home after that.

till then,

your lovely smile, brightens my day.
oh, happy 11th. :)

2009-01-13T15:43:00.008+08:00

AGAIN
faberdrive

i've been reminding myself all the time. but unfortunately this time i asked what's wrong with myself, i can't get my answer.
i'm confused, just what is wrong with me. sigh

was doing nothing until now, just blindly, listening&thinking.
music is one of the best way to makes me feel better from any of the sorrow.
especially with extra meaningful lyrics.

i'm so bored, feel just like going for a walk.
i miss those good days ! :(
sigh

till then (:

Somethings changed
Youve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me

2009-01-11T21:29:00.003+08:00

hi guys!
haha, went to church in the morning and back home in the afternoon.
basically today is boring.

oh yeah, i made myself a little something. to remind me to change.
cause whenever someone irritates me and makes me mad, i will be like what's wrong with him/she.
but don't worry hopefully after i made that reminder, i will go, what's wrong with me !

this problem has been letting me down.
why try to change others when i can't ? CHANGE MYSELF!
though by doing this, i'm being unfair to myself but i guess it's alright..

till then,

not gonna let it down.

2009-01-08T15:47:00.006+08:00

down with fever and got sent home this afternoon by the school.
looked to the bright side atleast i don't have to attend the superly boring LCE.

currently posting after a long nap from 1254. and obviously i just woke up after i felt alittle better.
cough, running nose. stomach PAIN ! are getting on my nerves.
all attacking my body at once. luckily i'm strong enough to tank all of them.

including the summon of their 1st boss, fever. i'll recover by tomorrow believe me. i have faith in my body.

lol, do you guys even understand what i was talking about ? i'm just being lame -.-

totally clueless of what to do next/
really hope i can recover by tomorrow, cause i wanna come to school !

sigh, till then.

我不配

2009-01-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

served 2hours detention.
and went home.

it's peircing pain, it's broken..

2009-01-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

once again.. new skin.
lol, today was especially happening.

baby, didn't come to class today, as she got punished ?!
somehow ? lol

slept all the way through, maybe not all but i did sleep. so anyway, threecheers for me surviving through the boring day in school.
pon the last lesson, and surprisingly, the very kind and helpful classmate i have, sabotaged me -.-
lol, but luckily mr ong (form teacher cum soccer instructor) didn't know :x
or maybe he do, but just that he don't care. haha

went for training, and i'm finally getting the "soccer feeling" again.
the momentum. hawhaw, hopefully. first 11 again !
haha
nova boon on mc, left me so bored in school sigh.

nevermind, hope he recovers asap.

till then :)

once again..

2009-01-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

2009 countdown was funfun + fun !

first day of school, total waste of electricity.
and for goodness sake, i'd already kena from anba.
for not wearing 'proper' attire to assembly.
LOL

such an unfabulous start of a new school day. hehe

went to church late today, so attended second service.
luckily was in time for holy communion :x

school tomorrow, haha, and i just got disconnected from ryan's dota game. hahaha
he's such a noob host! LOL

till then.

it's not the same..

2008-12-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

please 3more days ! grant me 3days quick, it's school reopen day.
now i want to go to school asap.

wonder when it started, but everyday since then, was sighful.
sigh, so i hope to go to school asap. atleast get rid of what i sigh for ...?

i know what ever i'm wrote were very complicated, but sorry. it wasn't meant for people to understand, just for me to express my feelings, and nevertheless, not neglecting this little blog. so that i won't die.
mm

till then..

i'm like dating a person i met online,
never seen her before....
but it's alright, long as you are in my heart.

2008-12-29T12:42:00.005+08:00

i've found this ridiculously old photo in my dad's computer.
haha, seriously. this picture once again reminds me time flies..

boring day after another boring day.. school reopening.
sigh, since last saturday till now, i haven't live a satisfactory day.
not at all, nothing is satisfying me.

till then..

i don't get to see you at all..

2008-12-27T08:35:00.005+08:00

i'm tired, i'm lost, i'm everything you're not.
i felt stress, i feel so useless.
i just feel like taking a long stroll in east coast.
that's like the only place i could really release my soul and let my body enjoy the carefree sensation.
my misses weren't fulfilled.
it's been so long....

make my wish come true

i ain't feeling no better, infact worse ?
it's been a long time since i last felt this way.
insecurity ?
aiya, whatever. i'm so alone at home now, off for a night walk at the beach.

goodbye :)

seriously, i can't take whatever i'm seeing and whatever i'm feeling.
and whatever i read makes it worse.

2008-12-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

today is the worse day of the week !
hopefully it is, cause i can't imagine anything worse than this.

it was so darn bored.
mum drove me to some stupid stupid programme, and then back home.

and since then, i've been infront of this stupid computer.
chatting with baby online and spamming songs.
ah, i bet this post is utter boring also -.-

so no point reading it, i'm doing my blog a favour.
so yeah, twilight tomorrow and sentosa on saturday !!

till then,

drowning in love

2008-12-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

First thing First, Happy 10th monthsary baby !! :D

though we couldn't meet today, but it's okay.
distance doesn't pull us apart long as you are in my heart ! :)

every hour, in every place,
i'll either see or form your face.
just like what happens in church this morning.
Love's best sweet without some pain.
and hopes in vain.
we've successfully gone through 10th month together,
and definitely more ahead!

get well from all your illness asap, takecare.
and I LOVE YOU !

haha, Christmas is nearing. and i haven't complete buying all the Christmas gifts yet !
gosh.
haha, received JiaYi's Christmas gift today. though the wrapping was kinda awkward ? haha, but thanks for the efford !

4more days to twilight ! :)

till then,

14o2o8

2008-12-12T13:53:00.005+08:00

people please, i'm darn fucking bored !!
Really feel like throwing myself down the house or just run myself into the wall and die.

seriously! came online at 9am, SHARP.
AND SINCE THEN, I FUCKING HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING MEANINGFUL, NOT AT ALL !
nobody's online that i can talk to, not even baby is.

suffering from headache, due to the bun on my forehead! luckily it's covered up by my fringe.

i feel like exploding, my mind is spinning, while crazy thoughts is working on it!
playing dota, listening to songs NON-STOP, aren't going to work. atleast not now!
it only makes the situation worse.
stopstopstop, please. i need to refresh myself. just like refreshing a computer page to prevent lags.

sigh.

okay, 5/100% anger vented.

PEACE OUT,

hope the choice ,
is wise.

2008-12-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

my mind is gonna explode, i hate public holidays! especially when i already have my school holiday on.
holiday equals boring
holiday plus holiday = boring times two
wtf, pet society from morning till now.

ahh, how bored !

everyone in my family fell sick.
including me :(
i caught a flu, and have been sneezing non-stop since i woke up this morning.
my nose hurts :( as much as my throat !
i don't know what went wrong, but just clearly know that, it. is. very. painful.

hate it,
till then.

you don't even care, do you.

2008-12-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

pardon me, i'm very off-vocab now, as my mind is spinning and spinning non stop.
my bladder have been aching since, morning till now and a vicious scratch was done on my chest.
haha

Baby invited me to Nicolette's chalet. and i got Kenneth, Jinjie and Ryan to accompany me down to downtown last night.

nothing really happen ? as in, nothing really happened that i saw it happen.
okay, in other words i was stuck to baby all the while, and also, things that happened weren't appealing enough to me..
but it's very happening that i'm still surviving though, i slept for only 4hours.

left the chalet for hougang mall at around 2pm.
had lunch with baby @ kfc.
then proceeded to "our usual slacking place". 851 void deck. haha

cabbed home at around 5pm, after seeing baby up the bus :)

till then,

sleepy drowsy

2008-12-03T11:06:00.004+08:00

so many things happened since i last blogged ?
i know my blog seems dead, but it hasn't. and it won't. that's for shawn!

as i said, many things happened, i also don't know where to start.
so maybe, i should just feed my blog with some random post. atleast, it'll grow ?
lol

baby has training everyday for 5hours this week ! so pityful, i bet it's going to be her most tiring week ever.
didn't really spend much time together ):

brother created facebook, and msn.
surprisingly, by himself.
cause usually he will need help from his great elder brother ! hehe :D

alright, so currently clearing my emails..
and then maybe playing pet society later. haha

till then,

no other love

2008-11-27T22:49:00.004+08:00

spent the morning meaningfully by editting this new skin.
hehe, though it's still quite a boring morning.

went out to meet baby after that. hoho, finally met her.
i love you baby! :D
lol, met her at the interchange and walked to hougang mall for my lunch.

slacked at the food court till around 5+, before we decided to go under nova's block to continue slacking.
i think she sort of had a great time tickling me today. as my body was unusually sensitive today. argh

nova came to look for us at around 8+, chitchatted for awhile. then that probation boy gotta go home.
so headed to hougang mall to get baby's crispy chicken then, proceeded to interchange to wait for her bus home.
hehe, waited for daddy to pick me up from 851.

reached home @ 1039.

till then,

you signify love

2008-11-26T15:21:00.006+08:00

TWILIGHT TWILIGHT TWILIGHT.

i can't wait for the arrival 18 december !!
replaying the trailer again and again.
omg, IT'S TOO TEMPTING !! lol :x

okay, maybe i was too bored.
not going anywhere today. and the worse thing is i haven't plan what to do at home.
just plainly roaming about my house, and sit infront of my computer.

too bored too bored.
i hate to stay at home, on weekdays. when everybody else are outside doing things, and i'm inside. alone in my "own computer world" ?
argh, that sucks.

sorry please excuse my craps.
i know i've said it umpteen times, but i'm still gonna say it again..
I'M BORED ! lol
okay, i'm off to nap.

till then,

lying on my bed,
self-inflicted coma.
i miss you so much

2008-11-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

boring day leads to a boring post.

attended someone's bbq, yesterday along with ryan, kenneth, gerald, gerard and jasmine.
then jinjie, and some girl came after awhile.
had fun listening to ryan's joke. it's really funny i tell y'all.
haha

today, woke up by my brother's unstoppable tickles on me.
grr
came online, downloaded some songs for my phone.
then off to gym. hehe

i think there's some problem with my backbone, i can't do should presses. argh

okay, headed to hougang mall for lunch. the proceeded straight home after that.

reached home, came online then. dotdotdot
okay, not gonna continue posting about my day.

till then,

i miss you
i miss you
i miss you baby ! ):

2008-11-24T11:55:00.003+08:00

TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
Taylor Swift

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart, The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

last years' memories start to flash back while listening.
Aww, this song melts my heart.

okayokay, Gym or BBQ ?
or neither. Just stay at home for God's sake. LOL :x

till then,

you can never be replace.

2008-11-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

went to east coast park yesterday, did nothing much there.
just plainly sitting and walking around with baby.
then it started raining.

took a bus to kovan, for dinner. then proceeded to roam around heartland mall, while the rest went net force.
headed to net force after yx bought his book.
then left with baby for home.

reached home at about, 11+

luckily i came to save this almost rotting blog.
hehe, i just get lazy to post nowadays. :x

till then,

if that's really how much i meant, okay then..

2008-11-19T11:02:00.003+08:00

facebook had make my online-life less boring!
hehe, everybody, please join facebook. the more the merrier ! 8D

finally got to play pool yesterday.
2games of 8ball and 1 9ball.
haha, overall i won mr black 2matches !

then proceeded to ps, some stupid thing happened, which i suppose they are gonna settle it today...
met up with joel, danny and cherie. then headed to hougang, without black, but matias popping out out of nowhere.

roamed around hougang mall, then went to slack @ nova's void deck, for HIS CONVIENIENT.
shortly, more and more people came. somehow it's like a gallivanting.
wdvr.

reached home @ around 1015.
chatted with baby online.
then slept @ 157am :)

yeah, till then..

is lies taking over my mind
or was it truth, oh no ):

2008-11-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

mommy, ruined my damn yesterday.
but she made up to me by buying something nice for me :)
hahahaha

went to pick my daddy from the airport after church. headed straight home after that, slept during the journey. hehe

proceeded to watch a movie online after i got home.
decided to take a nap, after the movie.

wait, i think i better stop posting. cause it would be boring.
yeah, you know... boring day, boring post.

oh ya, one more thing.
FUCK FRIENDSTER IN BOTH HOLES ! freaking deleted all my friends.
now i'm just like ae loser with 10 pathetic friends.

GO Facebook

till then,

teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift...

2008-11-14T21:50:00.005+08:00

sneakily came online, cause mommy won't allow me to use computer today as there is something wrong my my right eye.
it's freaking painful now, as if there's something poking inside it.
i could barely open my eyes now. ah

today is baby and i, 9th monthsary. so i just came online to post about it.

baby,
i thought i would let you know that my love for you is burning very brightly everyday,
since the day our heart come together as one.
my heart longs for you whenever we weren't together.
my heart longs to be filled with joy by your beautiful smile..
and being close to you fills my heart with contentment.
we have been through ups and downs, and i'm sure there're more on our love journey.
though times like this could be hard for us, but it strengthens our love when we made it through together.
and i assure that i'll hold on till my very last breath.
i can't wait to explore what life has in store for us.

with all the love of a longing heart,
.
.
.
HAPPY 9th MONTHS, BABY ! :)

till then,